Back to malaysia again and more~

Hey i am goig hack to malaydia haha
Yes again lool
But is always fun to go back =)
And recently
My dad bougt a samsung tabket =)
Yahhh hahwhwhwh
So unexpected of him to buy from him
And ya I am typing with my tabley now hahaha
Thanks dad!

And recently I curl my hair and I did it today too loool
That is like before now it dun like that la is like more obvious?
Going back at 10 yea
Lool
I got nth to say alrdy
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee

hey~

Hi!

seldom blog now since i always stay at home haha

more activities next month! 

which is like coming in 1 week??

kinda 

sorta excited ba

reunite with cousins and relative =)

this few days/week 

i visited handbell

then i went to see kim jong kook!!

ahhh so shuai hahahaahhaha

he came for fanmeet and all

the autograph session is like damn good lorrr

he so nice to his fans

haha his small eyes

SPARTA

yea lool

us waiting for him to come out

at the aiport

LOOL

yea

nth much 

is raining now!

and the lightening is super scary T.T

like super bright

and watching campus superstar

and making comment on them LOOL 

=x

just some personal opinion ok

most of the time my opinion same as the judges ok

LOOOOL 

hehee

hahah okok byebyeeeeeeeee

Chinese New Year is coming~~

hey!

yup i am back from korea LOOL

like dunno how long ago

i dun wanna come back! =(

but still i have to be back

it was very fun!

with all the friends and all

they are really a funny group of people!

wish they will come along for the next trip again

hmm i wonder where will we go for the next trip

we have went to china tgt too

and i am forever the youngest, maknae!

pls no more  ppl younger then me pls 

LOOL

i think i use to it alrdy

i was the youngest for 7 year in my family

until my youngest cousin was born

LOOL

then i was so not use to it

i will keep thinking i the youngest hahah

i think being the youngest is good cuz (according to me lol)

er

i dun need to start the conversation first hahhaah

the older ppl will talk to me first

then they will always take care of me!

dunnid to pay when u with older ppl LOOOOL

but now i big liao so i will pay la

lol ya

being oldest is good too haahhha acoording to me

the youger ppl will listen to you

but since the world have been changing erm

they dun now 

walao u know they so rude 

give you attitude somemore

when i nv do anything

like kns only sia

but then actually they have very weak character

all act act only

you know why they have weak character??

cuz right 他们的mother和father每次都宠坏她们，孩子一点点，非常的一点点，受伤then就大惊小怪，哎哟我知道现在很难生孩子 but then  如果距续这样hor以后的社会会变成什么sia

can they even be independent when they grow up??

ok la

我的话讲到这里

sry ah

i very random one 

LOOOOOOOOOOOOL

yea happy chinese new year

我在这里祝大家

生体健康

万事如意

平平安安

below are some of the photos when i went to korea haha

the rest are on facebook~

i am going back to malaysia on this friday 

woohoo

is good to see everyone again!

but i bet this type i will be bombard with like alot of question about my result T.T

hate that the most man

it feel like they judge you by how u do well in studies

maybe they dun but

still

result does not mean everything ok

yea

but still i will over come this er

questions

lool

thats all for today~~

enjoy the photos

LOOL 

my tourmate!

btw i oso photobomb alot of korean ppl 

LOOL damn fun sia 

opps heheh

this is at the ski resort!

black pig meat!

cooking in process

cheese!

woohoo

bbq!

korean bbq met is the best!

house riding!

that not me hahahha

the horse really run leh

i got a shock

so i only went for one round haha

the ski place!

this is where i ski

time for dinner!

the dumpling is like super super nice!!

ski~

dinner!

i think at jeju

the place like got no heater

but i think have la

but still quite cold

somemore jeju the wind very very strong

so very cold

even thought is not below negative

shabu shabu!!!

very very nice!

we slept on the tatami(?) on the first day

haha

it wwas so warm

i even started sweating when i sleep

so vivien went to adjust the temp haha

 ginseng chicken!

i am back in singapore

with my cousin and nephew

my niece!

nephew!

on the plane!

i think to jeju or something

this is at jeju!

where we eat abalone!!!

yummy

bibimbap!

mee LOOL

my nails for CNY!

and no more~~ 

goodbye~

Off to Korea!!~~~

Hi!

i am going to korea today!

going to jeju too!

this time i am going without both my parents

going with my dad's parent and their family

haha 

and this is the dunno how many time we went overseas tgt 

looool

i will be going off tonight!

then reach there around 6am 0.0

so early 

dun think i will sleep oso

lool

heard that this year winter at korea is 

SUPER SUPER

COLD

so yea 

have to wear more

but this is not the first time i visited a very cold country anyway

i think that time i went china was colder

haha

yea excited

keep telling my friends about it 

LOOOL

but they keep forgetting when i going -_-

LOOOL ok la nvm

yesterday i went out with my cousin!!

we watch ah boys to men

and that it LOOOOL

first time hanging out after we born LOOL

we should watch part 2 tgt too 

haha

then i cab there and cab back home

LOL like for the first time sia

cuz i lazy to stand at the mrt

then so ma fan

so tiring

lucky it didnt cost that much

but then i waiting for like quite long for the taxi to come

and none of the taxi is going to tampines 

think cuz changing shift or something like that

yea

then SNSD got new album!!!

woohoo

I GOT A BOY

must go check out ok

i really like it when i first heard it

haha 

i dunno why sia

but i really really like it

and i like their dance tooo

learn abit alrdy LOOL

byee

Result incoming

So hi!

lool

er 

getting back result tml

feeling very very nervous

like this LOOL

yea

i really wanna get in the course i wan

so i will see how it goes

abit scared ltr i cannot go to slp

haha

ok bye 

LOOOL

A new beginning

hey ppl i am back

dun think i will be posting about the 100days and all

since is all last year stuff

but maybe i will post a video with all the photo that i have took when i went back

so on the last day of 2012

is actually my dads birthday!!! 

woohoo

Happy birthday!! 

Around 1130pm

with my mum and cousin

we went to the tampines stadium

and did a countdown!

and they put up firework!

it was awesome

So during New year

we went to the Zoo~~~

it was awesome too lool

cute panda for u!

this is kaikai

but on that day we didn't manage to see jiajia T.T

So now she has start for everybody!

hahaha

except meeeee

daebak 

isn't it?

have been just lazing arnd at home

hehehhe

maybe watching movie with my cousin soon =)

bye

Leaving soon~~

Hi!

leaving singapore soon for malaysia

and back back back to 

Malaysia!

my grandpa house

and would be celebrating christmas over there!

yup yup

like maybe for the first time?

would be back there for about one week

family bonding time!

with relative and cousin

3 person including me

have finsih our major exam!

haha

then only we got no homework to do 

hahahaahhaha

yea

back there we can enjoy the nature over there

and leave the busy city

and every night we can eat supper!! hahaha yummy 

i just realise i nv take photo of the supper before

ok then this time go back i shall take photo

hahahaha

after then maybe 4-5 days

i would be going genting too!

woohoo

enjoy the breeze over there

then stay there for one night

and back to sg

=(

awwww

i wanna play more!

coming back on the 27th

and then a few day ltr is 

NEW YEARS!

then ppl have to go back schooling 

muahahahahah

then i dunnid

lool

sry for making fun of ur

then get back our result so on and so for

yup

so dun think i will post anymore until i come back

so 

here i am to wish u a 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

and get many many present haha

hi i am back

hi people it been a long time since i blogged yeah i know i have said like this sentence quite anumber of time LOOL
feel new back here
lool
i wonder is that my honest feeling
so O's have ended
APPLAUSE
actually
many thing had happen during this period of time
before or after o's
there was a period that i was feeling very down
as one of my closest relative have leave this world
and she is my grandma
not many ppl know about
maybe just my friends and all yup
decided to post this as i dun think many ppl understand how i felt after i know this news
included my parent and some close relative
so to sort of release some sort of emotion here haha
to be honest
when i heard about this news
i wasnt really shocked
as i think i have sort of guess it
when i went back to visit her during the sept hols
my younger cousin told me that she is giving out her jewellery
and i was very shock to heard
hmm
normally most ppl will understand what this mean
yea
so after hearing this news
the next morning we rush back to malaysia
but before that day
my cousin called me and ask me how i am
so i said i was fine
but honestly
i wasn't i was actually holding up my tears when she was talking about it
and eventually i did burst out of tear
with a choke voice
and i tot she know about it
until one day something happen oso she talk to me again
and i realise she does not know about
i tot she would know as she have been living with me since young
i tot i found someone that know me quite well other then my parent
i totally can't believe that she doesn't know about
but maybe is partially my fault too
i am use to hide my feeling to myself and nv tell anybody including ppl who are very close to me
in their brain they must have thought of me a very cool person like a person with a cold heart
or maybe no feeling other that happiness(?) maybe
ok yup back to the main point
i reach back malaysia
and i saw my grandma lying there
and i dun really dare to look as i almost burst out of tears when i saw her
i actually cannot believe the fact that she leave this place
she just look so beautifully there sleeping
after awhile i was adjusting to it
and i was happy that my cousin yi wei, min min,xinlin,xin yi, xin tze, jia hao jun
was there
i oso dunno how they actually felt but i think everybody felt the same
i feel like we are sad but we try to be happy
and help one another to overcome
to be honest i am very very glad that u all are my cousin
even thought due to my study we seldom talk to one another
but when we meet up we always felt the bond between every single one of us
so on the day whr we have to shift my grandma ro the cemetery
we have to sort of hold on to the van
i saw my mum
she is tearing up
but i dunno what to say to her
so i left her with her sibling
and i was with my cousin
tbh again, i was holding up my tears to and especially when we were holding on to the van
and walking
and all the memories i had with my grandma keep coming out
even thought arnd that time i was like arnd 5-6 years old
i tried to rmb what she teach me
and talk to me about
i almost cried out
but i told myself to hold it back
cause i dun wan other to see how i actually feel
because i just somehow think that it would a burden to them
just that type of feeling
and after everything end
we had to come back to singapore
and i needed to attend sch
and it was like a month left to my o's
so when i when back singapore
i didn't felt like talking to my friends or even to attend sch
but in the end i still went
so i was feeling down the whole day
and when ppl ask me what happen
em tearing start accumulating at my eyes
and i tried to hold it back
so i quickly ans them
and turn around to wipe my tears away
but lucky by the end of the day i was feeling better
thanks to my friends
even thought they didn't do much
but lucky they sort of kept quiet  for me
and didn't really ask much
thanks haha
so now my grandma 100 days is coming
so i have to go back to Malaysia
so i think every should cherish everyone around you
yea even thought i didn't have like any argument with her or anything and have very nice memories with her
you should still cherish every moment u have with everyone
yea tears was in my eyes when i was typing out this post haha
bye ppl and i will be celebrating x'mas in malaysia with all my relative hash yea sort of the first
usually i would be in overseas
so yup i think i will post soon so i will wish u merry christmas later haha
bye for now!

Woohoo

Outfit for the day!

Photo editting

Tried photoshop!

here are the pic

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 BEFORE!

AFTER!

hahah 

in this photo i really dun like how my arms look

like

the colour LOOL

look like muslce arm 

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

see

i help the bridesister

to photoshop too haha

i am the bridesmaid!

and the YOUNGEST

LOOOL

MAKNAE!

i think 

got like 

20+ year age gap

LOOOL

but ok la they dun look that old/?

i suppose LOOOL

i know them since young

so 

yea

haha

big jiejie LOOOOL

my skill may not be that good but still

is okay to me

LOOL

P/S: there is oso another new post below!

dun look down on yourself =)

Hi!

How's life?

LOOLOOL

so not like me

hahha

prelim lately

as what my chers say prelim before

national day

is 

a

HARD PAPER!

yea

its kinda true

did my Amath paper 2

andi dunthink i can get an A from Paper 2 T.T

this is the first time i did such a hard paper for amath in our school

but normally in tuition the paper oso very hard

but i just dun care LOOL

and

before the paper start

a bunch of ppl keep saying

 FAIL ALRDY LA

I THINK I CAN SLP FOR MORE THEN 1 HOURS

SINCE THE PAPER IS SO LONG

if not they tell their friend

OI YOU BETTER NOT PASSED AR

FAIL TGT

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and i am like 

HELLO?!?!?!

CAN YOU STOP INFLUENCE OTHER PEOPLE??

YOU DUN WAN TO DO WELL

THEN THAT YOUR

PROBLEM

!

It actually kinda affected me la

SO BITCH

SHUT THE F*** UP

I AM NOT INTERESTED THAT YOU ARE NOT GONNA PASS YOUR PAPER OR WHAT

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The problem here is just

DUN LOOK DOWN ON YOURSELF!

i oso can do well for my science humanity

but at least i 

PUT IN MY EFFORT!

yea

just look up on yourself

just dun be too OVER

see so cute

think positively =))

jiayou everyone!

Glowing Board!

HI!

hehe long time nv update

so i am gonna update today!

and today i gonna talk about what my dad bought for me from Macau! 

hahah

or maybe other things too

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 ME and the glowing board! LOOOL

just ignore my face 

just dun imitate it *cough*

LOOL

 So this is how the glowing board look like

is in pink! and with LED light beside

 I am a GLOW BOARD!=)

 hehe

me and the board again with words!

This is what i wrote on the board u there you can see

SMTOWN! woohoo

got running man too

KIM JONG KOOK

kookie haha

BYE

loool

i lazy to type liao so no other thigs to say 

maybe i wanna to tell you

my prelim 2 exam is HERE!!!~~

dying down here

stuffing all my notes inside my head

and thinking why is SS important

when i dun intend to control a country or what ever shit

so tml is SS Paper!

so i will do my BEST!

BYE BYE

Mameeeee

Hi peeps!
Today got tuition..
And i ate mac for dinner!!
Filet-o-Fish!
And i think mac ice lemon tea is the best

Last night, i dreamt about going to the obs at puggol to buy their t-shirt
LOL
Such a weird dream
Then end up they didnt sell all those tshirts any more
Somemore my parents went with me to buy haha
End of dream lool
Today
My aunt give me this
MAMEE
MONSTER!
Haha ita been a long time since i are it so i am kinda happy ehen she gave oit to me
Is chicken flavour
But i prefer the bbq one more haha
So ya
Nth happen much today