Leaving soon~~

Hi!

leaving singapore soon for malaysia

and back back back to 

Malaysia!

my grandpa house

and would be celebrating christmas over there!

yup yup

like maybe for the first time?

would be back there for about one week

family bonding time!

with relative and cousin

3 person including me

have finsih our major exam!

haha

then only we got no homework to do 

hahahaahhaha

yea

back there we can enjoy the nature over there

and leave the busy city

and every night we can eat supper!! hahaha yummy 

i just realise i nv take photo of the supper before

ok then this time go back i shall take photo

hahahaha

after then maybe 4-5 days

i would be going genting too!

woohoo

enjoy the breeze over there

then stay there for one night

and back to sg

=(

awwww

i wanna play more!

coming back on the 27th

and then a few day ltr is 

NEW YEARS!

then ppl have to go back schooling 

muahahahahah

then i dunnid

lool

sry for making fun of ur

then get back our result so on and so for

yup

so dun think i will post anymore until i come back

so 

here i am to wish u a 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

and get many many present haha

hi i am back

hi people it been a long time since i blogged yeah i know i have said like this sentence quite anumber of time LOOL
feel new back here
lool
i wonder is that my honest feeling
so O's have ended
APPLAUSE
actually
many thing had happen during this period of time
before or after o's
there was a period that i was feeling very down
as one of my closest relative have leave this world
and she is my grandma
not many ppl know about
maybe just my friends and all yup
decided to post this as i dun think many ppl understand how i felt after i know this news
included my parent and some close relative
so to sort of release some sort of emotion here haha
to be honest
when i heard about this news
i wasnt really shocked
as i think i have sort of guess it
when i went back to visit her during the sept hols
my younger cousin told me that she is giving out her jewellery
and i was very shock to heard
hmm
normally most ppl will understand what this mean
yea
so after hearing this news
the next morning we rush back to malaysia
but before that day
my cousin called me and ask me how i am
so i said i was fine
but honestly
i wasn't i was actually holding up my tears when she was talking about it
and eventually i did burst out of tear
with a choke voice
and i tot she know about it
until one day something happen oso she talk to me again
and i realise she does not know about
i tot she would know as she have been living with me since young
i tot i found someone that know me quite well other then my parent
i totally can't believe that she doesn't know about
but maybe is partially my fault too
i am use to hide my feeling to myself and nv tell anybody including ppl who are very close to me
in their brain they must have thought of me a very cool person like a person with a cold heart
or maybe no feeling other that happiness(?) maybe
ok yup back to the main point
i reach back malaysia
and i saw my grandma lying there
and i dun really dare to look as i almost burst out of tears when i saw her
i actually cannot believe the fact that she leave this place
she just look so beautifully there sleeping
after awhile i was adjusting to it
and i was happy that my cousin yi wei, min min,xinlin,xin yi, xin tze, jia hao jun
was there
i oso dunno how they actually felt but i think everybody felt the same
i feel like we are sad but we try to be happy
and help one another to overcome
to be honest i am very very glad that u all are my cousin
even thought due to my study we seldom talk to one another
but when we meet up we always felt the bond between every single one of us
so on the day whr we have to shift my grandma ro the cemetery
we have to sort of hold on to the van
i saw my mum
she is tearing up
but i dunno what to say to her
so i left her with her sibling
and i was with my cousin
tbh again, i was holding up my tears to and especially when we were holding on to the van
and walking
and all the memories i had with my grandma keep coming out
even thought arnd that time i was like arnd 5-6 years old
i tried to rmb what she teach me
and talk to me about
i almost cried out
but i told myself to hold it back
cause i dun wan other to see how i actually feel
because i just somehow think that it would a burden to them
just that type of feeling
and after everything end
we had to come back to singapore
and i needed to attend sch
and it was like a month left to my o's
so when i when back singapore
i didn't felt like talking to my friends or even to attend sch
but in the end i still went
so i was feeling down the whole day
and when ppl ask me what happen
em tearing start accumulating at my eyes
and i tried to hold it back
so i quickly ans them
and turn around to wipe my tears away
but lucky by the end of the day i was feeling better
thanks to my friends
even thought they didn't do much
but lucky they sort of kept quiet  for me
and didn't really ask much
thanks haha
so now my grandma 100 days is coming
so i have to go back to Malaysia
so i think every should cherish everyone around you
yea even thought i didn't have like any argument with her or anything and have very nice memories with her
you should still cherish every moment u have with everyone
yea tears was in my eyes when i was typing out this post haha
bye ppl and i will be celebrating x'mas in malaysia with all my relative hash yea sort of the first
usually i would be in overseas
so yup i think i will post soon so i will wish u merry christmas later haha
bye for now!

Woohoo

Outfit for the day!

Photo editting

Tried photoshop!

here are the pic

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 BEFORE!

AFTER!

hahah 

in this photo i really dun like how my arms look

like

the colour LOOL

look like muslce arm 

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

see

i help the bridesister

to photoshop too haha

i am the bridesmaid!

and the YOUNGEST

LOOOL

MAKNAE!

i think 

got like 

20+ year age gap

LOOOL

but ok la they dun look that old/?

i suppose LOOOL

i know them since young

so 

yea

haha

big jiejie LOOOOL

my skill may not be that good but still

is okay to me

LOOL

P/S: there is oso another new post below!

dun look down on yourself =)

Hi!

How's life?

LOOLOOL

so not like me

hahha

prelim lately

as what my chers say prelim before

national day

is 

a

HARD PAPER!

yea

its kinda true

did my Amath paper 2

andi dunthink i can get an A from Paper 2 T.T

this is the first time i did such a hard paper for amath in our school

but normally in tuition the paper oso very hard

but i just dun care LOOL

and

before the paper start

a bunch of ppl keep saying

 FAIL ALRDY LA

I THINK I CAN SLP FOR MORE THEN 1 HOURS

SINCE THE PAPER IS SO LONG

if not they tell their friend

OI YOU BETTER NOT PASSED AR

FAIL TGT

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and i am like 

HELLO?!?!?!

CAN YOU STOP INFLUENCE OTHER PEOPLE??

YOU DUN WAN TO DO WELL

THEN THAT YOUR

PROBLEM

!

It actually kinda affected me la

SO BITCH

SHUT THE F*** UP

I AM NOT INTERESTED THAT YOU ARE NOT GONNA PASS YOUR PAPER OR WHAT

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The problem here is just

DUN LOOK DOWN ON YOURSELF!

i oso can do well for my science humanity

but at least i 

PUT IN MY EFFORT!

yea

just look up on yourself

just dun be too OVER

see so cute

think positively =))

jiayou everyone!

Glowing Board!

HI!

hehe long time nv update

so i am gonna update today!

and today i gonna talk about what my dad bought for me from Macau! 

hahah

or maybe other things too

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 ME and the glowing board! LOOOL

just ignore my face 

just dun imitate it *cough*

LOOL

 So this is how the glowing board look like

is in pink! and with LED light beside

 I am a GLOW BOARD!=)

 hehe

me and the board again with words!

This is what i wrote on the board u there you can see

SMTOWN! woohoo

got running man too

KIM JONG KOOK

kookie haha

BYE

loool

i lazy to type liao so no other thigs to say 

maybe i wanna to tell you

my prelim 2 exam is HERE!!!~~

dying down here

stuffing all my notes inside my head

and thinking why is SS important

when i dun intend to control a country or what ever shit

so tml is SS Paper!

so i will do my BEST!

BYE BYE

Mameeeee

Hi peeps!
Today got tuition..
And i ate mac for dinner!!
Filet-o-Fish!
And i think mac ice lemon tea is the best

Last night, i dreamt about going to the obs at puggol to buy their t-shirt
LOL
Such a weird dream
Then end up they didnt sell all those tshirts any more
Somemore my parents went with me to buy haha
End of dream lool
Today
My aunt give me this
MAMEE
MONSTER!
Haha ita been a long time since i are it so i am kinda happy ehen she gave oit to me
Is chicken flavour
But i prefer the bbq one more haha
So ya
Nth happen much today

Eyes~

My eyes are getting more and more tired each day :(
So like after a week LOL
I finally bought an eye mo
LIKE FINALLY hahaha
So monday is Youth Day!!
Means Holiday!!
But filled with homework...
Cuz teacher think that since there is youth day so is long weekend..
And i am like
IS JUST ONE MORE EXTRA DAY!!
HOW IS THAT LONG???!!!!
I AM NOT A ROBOT OKAY!
I NEED A BREAK TOO!
I KNOW YOUR HAVE FINISH UR STUDY LA SO STOP REPEAT THAT SENTENCE AGAIN AND AGAIN..
I am not 奈特
In case is dunno what is that is a robot name that act in absolute boyfriend /darling
Ya that its ok bye

Camera~

Hi tried on the updated version of 美人相机 and now they offer make up! Haha then i tried it
This is like the before and the after hah
Then after that i filter it
Actually i got put the fake eyelashes using that app but that it seem lik es is not that obvious so yea haha that it for today






Tml school ends at 530 :(

Back again

Hi i am back to blogging again haha hopefully i wont stop again.. Many many thing had happen during the days that i didn't blog so i hope to share with everyone not about the past but the present :)

Blank~

my turn to talk now!
recently i am very concern about alot of things..
firstly handbell
i think is really getting bad to worse la
this is not wat i imagine when i was sec 1
even thought when sec 1 everything was very strict
i wasnt really that unhappy
but now i think is totally RIDICULOUS
first
teacher is irresponsible...
i know teacher are busy
but not only teachers are busy wat
student us we oso have our life
we can oso be busy
we are human!
HELLO
forever telling thing last minute..
nobody like being told last minute do u know that?
so are u trying to tell me that u like being told last minute alot?
i nv meet someone so irresponsible be4!
that is so frustrating!
SECONDLY
about the late issue!
is totally WAT THE FUCK
i know i was 4 min late and is not 5 min ok
pls u oso dunno how to manage ur time well
dun expect us to know it too
like wat u say children like to follow wat adult do
so we 'followed'
ok
so 1min late is 10 push up
but then thing i only pppl who are late for 5 min need to do push up
then u as well say 5 min= XX push up
instead of 1 min= 10 push up
since ppl who are late for 1 min does not need to do punishment at all
third
music rm..
we are not the one who make it so messy ok..
is cuz ur move then before like so messy
and now u make us clean up the thing u did and 拍拍屁股就走
do u thing that is fair?
forever leaving thing for us to do
CONCLUSION
I AM SUPER DUPER UNHAPPY ABOUT EVERYTHING IN HANDBELL NOW
maybe except for junior and mrs aw
i cant believe it become like that
seriously
is not i dun wan to be proud of my cca
is nth i can be proud of
end.

Royal Caribbean Cruise!

HI!! been a long time since i updated my blog.. so now i am gonna update lol tell u more about my holiday trip! i took Legends of the Sea ! i travel to 3 different places such as port klang langawi and phuket!

so let take a look!

Tada this is my room! got balcony view too

the balcony

My seapass card! hahahahahhaahha

the swimming pool

hmm sentosa?

the casino haha
of cuz i am under 18!
so i cant go in
but i can go in when is close
and even when is open i can just walk into casino
but only to cross over to the other side of the ship

this is the like the centre of the ship we alway party there!

so the nice day early morning we reach port klang!
this is the port

behind me is the ship i am staying on woohoooo!

my mum haha

my dad!

this is like build by towel! very interesting haha

so we played this on board this is my dad friend haha this game is quite tiring too!

haha relaxing in the air con room!

something like golf? haha quite fun played with my dad

ice cream! i made it myself LOL
it look like shit

everynight they will put different type of cartoon made of towel in our room
so cute right

Langawi

haha we meet star cruise on the way! LOL

EAGLE! somehow know as 'angrybird' haha
lang mean eagle
and kawi mean rock
so direct translation is like
eagle rock? rock eagle?
haha

this is me! lolmy dad friend son, justin, haha took this for me
then he say very nice must take photo so i took it haha
and eventually he bought it for me! haha thank you!

this is the cable car area

bridge! fun to jump on it haha
cuz it will shake
shake it!!!

black sand!
there is some legend to it too
is about the mermaid and prince haha
if i can find the story i shall post it below

and when the tide is low u can just walk to the other island!
issint it cool?

say hi to star cruise again haha

back on to the ship

elephant! so cute

next! we reach phuket!
it was x'mas day too!

tuk tuk! we sat on this 'taxi' mr taxi taxi taxi taxi~ haha

WOOHOO tiger inn LOL so cool but i didnt when in i dun think i can go in too

this is day 1 at phuket.
then due to the strong wave and current..
we waited for almost 1 and 1/2 hour before we reach back to out ship!
that is like damn long

got bored so anyhow take

see the kids so cute

so we waited and waited until sun oso wan to go home liao
but the sunset is damn nice!

wat does this cloud look like?
so we went back and ate turkey! yum yum delicious
the waiter there are very nice and friendly!
his name is wayan! from bali
he said: we have to wait, that y we are call waiter hahah
and everyone laugh

new one! erm worm???

Day 2 at phuket!

woo hoo is GO-KART!!!! 

this is the big buddha! pray for good health and many more!

it was very cooling and there is very very very strong it can just push u haha so my hair is like all over the place

Dinosaur

and heart! this is like on the second last day T.T
we reach back sg before 7am!
i would like to thank my head waiter, waiter and assitant waiter!
we rmbed our head waiter country instead of his name hhaha so we call him macedonna(?)
then waiter name is inyoman from bali too
and yuki! assitant waiter from japan!! woohoo konichiwa!
all of us had a fun trip with them!
i would like to go again!
kind of miss them haha
i should have take photo with them! such a pity haha
more or less this is about my trip! YAY

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 Legend of the black sand

It narrates of a mythical giant eagle, Garuda, who kidnaps a Chinese princess with an intention to seek her favors. The princess’ heart however laid with her fiancé, a roman prince. The prince waged a deadly war against Garuda and sought out his beloved at Langkawi. It is believed that the remnants of this war can be seen on the black sands of this beach.

Other tales narrate of killer eddies and whirlpools becoming the watery graves of unsuspecting sailors blackening the shores of this beach. Yet another legend speaks of a fisherman having incurred the wrath of a mermaid whose ring he stole. The mermaid’s curse having charred the land, the beach is said to retain the color as a sad reminder of the man’s wrongdoing.

the one i read they was different!

i read is there was is mermaid she fall in love with the land prince so she decided to leave the water kingdom and to be with the prince

but the thing is that after she become haf human

she is not able to talk.

the sea king found out about this and was very angry about it and want to start a war with the land kingdom

when the land kingdom know about this every was afraid

as they know that the sea kingdom is very very strong

so one day a wise man told the land king to start a fire when

the sea start to attack

so they did wat he said

and true eunf the land kingdom wiin

then due to all the burning, the sand turn black even until now.

haha legend are damn cool! ok byeeeeeeee